Friday, January 2, 2015

Permulaan

Entah kenapa walaupun ujung-ujungnya jadi begini,aku tetap merasakan yang mungkin dia memang sedang sibuk.Maybe her hands are full and i am infamous for being a handful. 

It's like i want her, i want to sit next to her, talk a bit, maybe share some laugh, do my work, watch her do her work, make her do my work, eat at the same table, cerita apa yg dia rasa atau apa yg dia pikir and i just want me just be there whenever she's turn around.

I don't think it's love, maksud aku cinta tu subjektif dan cinta tu sendiri aku tak pernah aku pandang serius. aku tak rasa aku mabuk cinta atau angau cinta atau kena santau cinta dan lain lain terms. -- I mean i havent been experiencing dizzy spells or euphoric bursts but all that i want every day,lately, is a bit of her.

She's like this evil Rubic cube, the more time i spend figuring her out, the further i get thrown off and the weirder it gets. And i could never talk about it with anyone, i mean how is it even possible,i can barely find a word for it. but i do not mean it in negative way, cuma aku tertarik nak mengenali dia dgn lagi detail.

I don't know. aku tersenyum, lihat awan dan perhati, sambil nyala satu rokok, dan bersyukur that i stumble upon u.

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